I want to trust you, but I don't
Trust is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life, and I mean that fully, even with God. Trusting God wasn't a one-time decision for me. It was and still is a daily action. A choice I had to make in my hardest seasons, when nothing made sense, and the weight of it all felt unbearable. But I'll tell you this: God showed up. In ways I cannot deny. In ways that still take my breath away when I think about them. He is trustworthy. That I know. But people? That's where it gets complicated. I love deeply. I give a lot. And yes, I have been hurt more than I care to count. I have been guarded. Tainted. Shattered, even. There have been seasons where trust felt less like a bridge and more like a wound. Where the very act of opening my heart felt like handing someone a weapon. And yet I continue to trust. Not blindly. Not without wisdom. But I continue. If you've ever been there, you know exactly what I mean. And if you're there right now, I see you. I...
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