We All Have Tear Stains on Our Pillow
We all have tear stains on our pillows. Some seasons do not knock before they enter. They slip in quietly, and yet they rearrange everything inside you. You move through the day doing what needs to be done. Smiling when required. Responding when spoken to. Carrying responsibility like you always have. But when night falls… when the house grows quiet… when distractions fade… That's when the weight shows up. That's when the tears come. Not loud. Not dramatic. Just steady. Honest. Real. There were nights I cried until sleep finally took over. Nights when even trying to pray made the tears fall harder. Nights when all I could offer God was a trembling breath and a heart too heavy to hold. I remember thinking, I have to be stronger than this. But underneath that thought was shame. Shame that I felt so deeply. Shame that I couldn't stop what was shifting. Shame that my emotions made me feel weak. What I understand now, what I wish someone had whispered to me then, is this: Go...
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